"Pushed on by the fingertips of dreams; they haunted me, consoling me."
- Corinne Bailey Rae, I Would Like To Call It Beauty
what i never
learned
from my mother
was that
just because someone desires you
does
not mean they value you.
desire is the kind of thing that
eats you
and
leaves you starving.
(via eclecticallyjai)
So. Last night I had a heart to heart with my best friend and just broke down. I told him everything: about feeling inadequate and not good enough, and feeling like a failure and it really fueled my fire. Finally releasing all of that, and letting the negativity go, I’m able to realize the positives - it’s not too late and I can still do and be everything I want. It felt good to finally get it off my chest and talk to someone about it.
I’m happy.
I promised him that I would use all of that as motivation to do what I want and need to do, and today it just feels good. Being productive again and making the necessary steps I need to make to prep my future. I feel like a weight has been lifted.
Thank God.
(Source: violentwavesofemotion, via nilesheron)
(Source: i-was-born-backwards, via ruinandredemption)
the beauty in love is that there is no box. there are no rules on how it must be. love varies from person to person. and it’s so beautiful to experience so many different dimensions and perspectives of love.
i would like to call it beauty.
The problem with loving someone who is so far, and having some trust issues at the same time, is that your mind wanders farther than the distance between you two.
